"Ruined" Written by: Chrissy Love

I ain't got no job,

Ain't even got a car

Everywhere I go gotta travel

by bus so I can't go far

Keep wonderin' how I even got myself in

the situation

My life is so damn fucked-up

Got way too many trials and tribulations

I've been tryna get a regular 9-5

Cuz u know without money can't nobody survive,

But it seems like it doesn't matter how hard I

strive

They won't hire me cuz I ain't got a college education

(Pre-chorus) This world can be so damn cold

It leaves you with empty arms,

When your yearning for someone to hold

My boy-friend left me a year ago,

And still so alone going thru this

shit on my own

(chorus)They say...I'm ruined like a wine stain

spilt on a white suite

They say...I am jus like a paper-cut on the

tip of a finger that causes pain

They say...I'm ruined from head to toe

Everywhere I go trouble seems to follow

They say...Don't come around me

I keep the drama brewin', wanna getit together

cuz I know that if I try things will get better,

But at times I think maybe their

right when they say I'm ruined

Sometimes I feel like

surrenderin' 2 my own defeat

Cuz life is a crazy game that u jus can't beat

I'm constantly hopin' that I don't

end-up somewhere on a corner

selling my ass jus to make ends-meet

(Go to pre and main chorus)

{Bridge} Right about now

I feel like I'm running from a building being

knocked down, gotta find a safe place to hide

So ready to end it all, might put this gun 2 my head

pull the trigger,an be another case of suicide

But wait a minute!!! I'm much stronger than this

shit

So I'll jus put my worryin' 2 the side

Even though life is a roller-coaster

I'ma buckle up my seat-belt an, find the courage

inside,an continue 2 take this crazy ride

(Go to main chorus)